I Must Be GAY !!!

by @KingBinaca

*THE ELEMENTS CONTAINED IN THIS ENTRY ARE INFLUENCED BY REAL-LIFE EXPERIENCES*

I must be gay...

"Game is foreign language to me...
Lies...no, deceit is the language we speak.
Women deceived and left from harsh beginnings to grieve.
Unlimited seeds sown that breed seeds of conceit
-Males- continue to speak sweet speaks sweet nothings
that continuously...seek, to destroy, meanacingly,
the trust that we could never...acheive."

I look in your eyes, I speak to you. I am, ME. Binaca Joseph Mason.
Unfortunately, because you...no WE have been taught...no BRAINWASHED
into believing that the proof of a man's expression of manhood lies in
his sexuality. If my words don't find their resting place underneath
your clothes, in your most private places, I must be gay.

God FORBID you decide to front me on it.
"N**ga! You gay!" he or she might say.
"No, I'm not." I reply with a calm look on my face. BUT because I
don't yell and scream and lose my composure to appease the suspicious
and warped and skewed STANDARDS that you measure by...I must be gay.

WHERE ARE OUR STANDARDS?! WHERE IS OUR RESPECT?! Why does Lust reign
supreme to the point that it generates and breeds FAILURE, PAIN, &
IGNORANCE?

So since when is speaking to a woman with respect, intelligence, and
genuine interest PAST THE 1st CONVERSATION considered homo? Yall Fools
trip me the hell out...I must be gay.

*TRUE SITUATION* A woman I met wants to give away her virginity to
keep a man, because all of her past boyfriends left her because she
was a virgin. In her eyes, sex = success in love. As much as I'd like
to say it, its not out of pure ignorance of her own accord. This
society has forced that option on her. But, because I told her that
her body is precious and her virginity is a GOOD thing...homeboy to
the left was convinced...that I must be gay.

AIDS/HIV and an endless list of STD/STI's...but that don't mean
[nothin] to anyone. If I won't take the risk to hit...I must be gay.

Sex ain't bad...but what most have failed to realize is that not
having it ain't bad either. Abstinence is a curse word to those
consumed in their way. Celibacy- a code word that, according to the
standards set by our penises and vaginas, for me, a negro American,
means that...you guessed it...I must be gay.

Pregnancy...I think I've said enough.

When it comes to women I'm loyal, considerate, respectful. I'm a
friend, a confidant, a consultant, a shoulder, an ear, a voice, a
heart. I'm patient, longsuffering, gentle, open, understanding,
loving, caring. I provide, I give, I contribute, I build, I encourage,
I nurture, I do all that I can, because that's who B.J. Mason is.

I know what love is...and I actually LOVE women. But because I show
love in its true form to a woman...

...I must be gay.

**CLOSE**
Love...

Edited By Jo Anne @MzFilterless